Thursday, October 2, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Different path, same level of conviction...
While we were homeschooling, the kiddos seemed very comfortable and proud to be homeschoolers, unschoolers, no schoolers, life livers, whatever they felt best described their path at the moment. They spoke of it as though there was no other option for them. I spoke of homeschooling as though it was something we were enjoying now, and could do for the long term, but we were open to other opportunities as they present themselves, based on what the kiddos wish to pursue. So while they said "We are homeschoolers" with conviction, I probably said "We are homeschooling now". Their level of commitment and conviction appeared to leave no other options for us. Homeschooling seemed so engraved in our present, that I thought it would be their/our future. I was trying to support their path... sometimes guiding too.
So, in a very short time, the whole scene changed. They decided to go to school. I don't think it was something they had considered for awhile, more like through some random events/conversations, it happened. I hardly had time to catch my breath. I didn't really know what to guide(except that I did present Montessori as an option to public school), it happened so quickly... I supported their path.
Now they are in school. They are as committed to school as they once were to staying home. They talk about it as if it were sacred, and defend their school as they used to our homeschool. They say this is the best school they ever attended(even better than homeschool), the same way they used to say homeschool was the best thing ever. I remember many conversations Keegan would have with random kids he met, where they would tell him how much they hated school, and he would tell them "Just ask your mom to homeschool, it is so awesome!". Now he recently told someone who didn't like school "You should go to Montessori, it is so awesome!".
This phenomenon is very interesting to me. When we were so far away from school or ever going, I never would have imagined them feeling so passionate about a school. I love that they are present, and love what they are doing NOW, without regrets, second thoughts, ect. They dive right in and think it is the best thing ever. I wonder if things would have been the same if they were at the PS or homeschool. I don't know. Is it that we keep getting it right? The right experience at the right time? Or is it something about them living the moment fully, and going wholly for their experience. I suppose it could be lots of things.... it just is now.
Now that their path is schooling, it seems so engraved in their present that it also seems their future. They are once again, committed and convicted to their path. I again say they are going to school right now, as they say they are Montessori schoolers. It is hard to imagine us ever homeschooling again. I see them feeling happy, and excited about their pursuits at school. I feel happy for them, and it sure is easy parenting when their little beings seem so peaceful, pleasant, engaged, fulfilled....
But what if I had guided them to stay home. Would they still think homeschooling is the best thing ever? Have they gone into the school box never to return? Is their future determined? Is this box the best thing for them? I follow some blogs of home and unschoolers, and wonder...
I read today...to worry is to draw down curses, whereas to trust is to draw down blessings. I am going to trust in their chosen path and experiences, and be present and supportive. I am going to learn from our experiences together that we are all on the same mindset-our options are open. But learn from the kiddos that we can live and enjoy this experience, and slurp every bit of it up as if we are committed and convicted to this lifestyle...knowing it could change tomorrow.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Bryce Canyon
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Bubbles
Plenty of the best pears...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Who's Reading What?
TKD Testing Again
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
What WILL she do?
That question is coming our way, now that my role as homeschooling mom is over for now. So I'll answer, not that anyone asking will read this! Jim is probably getting the inquiry more than me. Rest easy!, those that know or hardly know me, I'll fill my days, don't worry!
I am really not in a hurry to completely fill my time. Right now I do not have or want to. I want to be around for the kiddos if they need a sick day, or want me to come along on a field trip, if they want a mom who isn't totally exhausted when they get home, or whatever they might need. But I am taking advantage of this time to do some things I haven't had time for before.
Yesterday, I signed up for the Master Gardener's Program through UNR. I am excited about taking the classes, learning more about gardening in the SW, meeting other gardeners and the volunteering to follow. It's all right up my alley, and the timing is perfect. It begins next month.
Today, at the urging of the kiddos, I did the volunteer training at their school, so I can go on fieldtrips, volunteer in the classroom, ect. Keegan is so excited about what he is doing at school, he told me he really wants me to see it ALL. As if I would have a tremendous void in my experience if I did not experience the wonderful that is happening at his school. So now I can. I have loved homeschooling, but now that we are back at a school, I remember what drew me to teaching and schools in the first place. That whole excited energy about discovering new things, and the idea that this is where we come together for the purpose of that discovery. The energy that is created when many people are on that journey together. The kids are just loving it, and I am loving them loving it!
We just booked a trip to Ireland in November, and that always means preparation! I rented a bunch of movies on Ireland for us to watch from Netflix, and will begin deciding how we want to spend our time there. Their school is totally agreeable to them missing time to explore the world, we will just do what we always have done, and create some kind of documentation of our experience to share when they return.
I am hoping to make more of our Christmas gifts this year. The kiddos and I are on a mission to find suitable projects to start soon so we will have time for completion.
I want to get back to yoga class(I was supposed to go today, but...).
And, the house is pretty clean!
It really is all good.
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